Post by John Sheppard on Jan 9, 2011 11:49:39 GMT -5
Gotta break it loose
Gonna keep 'em movin' wild
Gonna keep a swingin' baby
I'm a real wild child
I'm a real wild one
An' I like a wild fun
In a world gone crazy
Everything seems hazy
I'm a wild one
Ooh yeah I'm a wild one
How long he had been there? Sitting on that chair, looking at that empty room? Probably too long, dammit.
His fingers came to his lips, feeling the sharp fangs in his teeth. He had fangs now man! How screwed up was that? And the thought of blood…shit, it got him repulsed, hungry and turned on at the same time. Kat said he had to feed, but he always hoped for a rare steak and baked potatoes, not blood. First time he tried from that blood bag – and he had to do it alone, didn’t want anyone seeing him drinking it, especially not Kat – he eyed the bag for a good half hour and when he couldn’t take the hunger anymore guzzled it down…only to throw up when it registered what was that he was drinking. Since them, he had avoided feeding the best he could, it unnerved him, got him moody, angry.
And to make matters worse, everyone was watching like a hawk to see if he didn’t go into full monster mode. Those he called friends, they all looked at him funny now.
So John Sheppard had hid himself into his bunker. The only times he’d get out was to go train with general jackass, and only because Kat told him to. Heck, why didn’t she just let him rip the man’s head out and be done with it? Because it was obvious neither man cared much about each other. Oh wait, they cared alright if they hated each other guts. But John did take some pleasure on calling him ‘general asshole’ just to anger him.
And he couldn’t even call home. What he was going to say? ‘Hey father, guess what, your crazy ass son died and just came back as a freaking vampire?’
HA!
And now Kat was out on a mission, she said she had to go alone with Derek for tactical purposes. Yeah right! As if it wasn’t obvious she was itching for a while alone, apart from him.
He had thought about asking Curse or Rae to sneak in some booze for him now that he couldn’t even take a piss without someone watching out for him. Made a guy feel paranoid, like he was really a monster. And he was in a base were people were trained to kill things like him…how long until his old pals turned on to him when he loose his cool? He was never the calm and collected sort to begin with, and this, being treated like a freaking lab rat was making him edgy. But the amount of alcohol that would take for him to get drunk, he would have to sneak in a damned full keg.
He wanted out. Out of that room, out of that freaking base. To hear the music playing, make passes at hot girls just to get jealous boyfriends pissed at him to start a fight and get drunk like there was no tomorrow.
Sighing, he leaned his head back and closed his eyes.
Man how he wanted it.
Suddenly voices started to sound, loud music, laughter and the tilting of glasses as people celebrated. The scent of human bodies and booze filled his nostrils. He had to be hallucinating, hadn’t he? Maybe he had just fallen at sleep and was dreaming?
He tried raising back his head and opening one eye.
And what he saw was a couple drinking and laughing in the booth ahead of him, people danced to his left and one idiot stumbled completely wasted…lucky bastard, John desperately wanted to be him. But yeah, he had to be dreaming, it was the only possibility, he had fallen at sleep on that chair and any minute now he would wake up there to once again stare at the ceiling like he’d been doing for hours without end.
Hell, while he was there in that dream he could at least dream of a cold beer, right? So getting to his feet, he slide of the booth and moved towards the bar. On his way he saw a hot little brunette with a very nice ass. What the hell, it was just a dream, wasn’t it? So he reached out for a little squeeze…and his hand lingered there for a moment. That seemed so real…as did when she turned around and slapped his face and gave him a few choice curses before storming away. Heck, in his dreams, the women never turned him down.
He was…really there? How the hell did it happen? And why the hell he was wondering about how instead of getting drunk?
Reaching the bar, he said plainly to the bartender.
“Get me a cold beer.”
A beer? He was out and all he wanted was a beer?
“Fuck it, give me the strongest booze you have here. Make it a double, no a triple.”
The bartender nodded and placed a glass before him and pouring the brown swirl into it.
“Bad day?”
He nodded at the man.
“You have no freaking clue my friend.”